Always Thinking of Myself

"If I were honest with myself....If I could get my eyes off of myself, off of my circumstances...if I could simply focus on God, on His son Jesus...I would confess, I am Blessed, beyond imagination...far too blessed, too many to count" Psalm 40:5 "Many, O LORD my God, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts towards us: they cannot be reckoned up in order unto thee: if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered." The Psalmist makes it very clear...You can't even number the thoughts that God has concerning you...and yet I complain;..."O forgive me Lord"